{"id":609,"date":"2008-06-05T05:00:46","date_gmt":"2008-06-05T13:00:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.rightreading.com\/blog\/2008\/06\/05\/loss-for-words\/"},"modified":"2008-06-04T21:19:49","modified_gmt":"2008-06-05T05:19:49","slug":"loss-for-words","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.rightreading.com\/blog\/language\/loss-for-words\/","title":{"rendered":"A loss for words"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/www.rightreading.com\/blog-images-08\/2days-retina.jpg\" alt=\"holes in retina\" height=\"244\" width=\"435\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Literacy is addictive. Once you start reading you don&#8217;t go back. But what happens when you&#8217;re not allowed to read?<\/p>\n<p>I went to see an ophthalmologist about some trouble I developed in one of my eyes &#8212; large dark floaters looking something like the image from <em>Two Days in Paris<\/em> (in which Julie Delpy has trouble with her eyes) above. A piece of my retina had become detached, and I was advised to have immediate laser surgery (which wouldn&#8217;t fix the problem but would prevent worse ones). It&#8217;s a pretty minor operation as I understand, but I was told I would not be allowed to read or use the computer for at least a week.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m not sure if it&#8217;s the close focus or the rapid back and forth movement of reading (or a combination of the two) that the doctors thought could be harmful. It made me wonder what effect a lifetime of jerky back and forth eye movement has &#8212; could this have contributed to my problem? Has anyone studied how the eyes and brains of literate and nonliterate people differ?<\/p>\n<p>I can&#8217;t remember the last time I spent a week without reading. Maybe on some backcountry outing. But in this case I would be surrounded by temptation. Would I go mad? Would I ease into a benign state of Zen-like meditation?<\/p>\n<p>Neither happened. As it turned out, not reading made me very productive. I had to stay home, since reading and computer work is about all I do at my day job. The first morning after the surgery, I picked up the <em>New York Times <\/em>and pulled out the front page before I caught myself. I stared for a while at the folds in the bed covers, thinking how in the morning light they resembled drapery in Renaissance paintings. That day I was a little restless and scattered.<\/p>\n<p>But soon I found myself waking up and, with nothing to read, immediately getting to work in the garden or on an outbuilding I&#8217;m putting in (I did pound my finger a few times, since I had a tendency to close my ailing eye and mess up my depth perception). I would just get up, start working, and work all day until I went to bed.<\/p>\n<p>But I discovered it&#8217;s not possible to avoid reading. <a href=\"http:\/\/www.rightreading.com\/blog\/2008\/02\/11\/motion-typography\/\">We live in a world of words<\/a>. Everywhere I looked I saw them, until they came to seem like the animated playing cards that bedeviled Alice. Try it: just look around wherever you are right now &#8212; I&#8217;ll bet you see hundreds of words and letters in all different forms.<\/p>\n<p>I did have to allow a bit of close focus. When I tried to calculate whether the foundation for my building was square, I had to resort to a calculator since I found it difficult to figure the square root of 221 in my head. I had to use a tape measure to mark my boards.<\/p>\n<p>And  I found that I have become deeply reliant on the internet. How far apart should I place my footings? How much sun does <em>Euphorbia amygdaloides<\/em> require? What are the chords in the middle part of <em>The Nearness of You?<\/em> I could just do a search &#8230; or, well, I guess not.<\/p>\n<p>So I lost the ability to research the things I was working on. But I also gained a lot of time, since when faced with a decision I just made a choice and moved on. Don&#8217;t get me wrong, I&#8217;m a big proponent of literacy. But I learned that, like most things, it&#8217;s a trade-off. It was good to spend that time without reading; it&#8217;s an exercise that I would do again.<\/p>\n<p>But once I got the green light to read again you better believe I was turning pages in no time.<\/p>\n<p>And now I&#8217;m blogging. I&#8217;m back!<\/p>\n<p>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Literacy is addictive. Once you start reading you don&#8217;t go back. But what happens when you&#8217;re not allowed to read? 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